Shadow Work – facing what we didn't want to see
Today I want to go a little deeper.
Because behind everything called development, awakening, and inner journey, there is an area that we tend to avoid because it requires courage, patience, and a large dose of honesty:
the shadow.
What does the term mean?
The concept of "shadow" in both psychological and spiritual contexts comes from Carl Gustav Jung*, a Swiss psychiatrist and psychoanalyst who lived between 1875 and 1961. He was one of the first to deeply explore the unconscious and described how parts of our personality that we do not want to identify with are repressed and form what he called the "shadow". Jung believed that true development is not about becoming lighter – but about becoming whole.
*Carl Gustav Jung was a pioneer in depth psychology and laid the foundation for analytical psychology. He introduced concepts such as the collective unconscious, archetypes, and individuation – the process of becoming who one fundamentally is. His interest in the spiritual showed itself early through his fascination with dreams, symbols, and the unconscious, but also through his own inner experiences – as well as a frustration that his father, who was a priest, could not answer his questions, while his mother carried a more mystical and intuitive side. Through his work, he often moved in the borderland between psychology and what even today cannot be fully explained.
What exactly is the shadow?
The shadow is not "evil". It is what we have been taught we are not allowed to be.
It can be:
- anger
- envy
- need for control
- shame
- need for validation
- vulnerability
- strength we haven't dared to embody and similar
All those things that were once not accepted – by our surroundings, or by ourselves. So we repressed them. But nothing just disappears – it is moved into the unconscious instead. But nothing just disappears – it is moved into the unconscious instead.
What does shadow work involve?
Shadow work is about:
→ becoming aware of what has been hidden
→ daring to feel it
→ understanding it
→ and finally – either a) changing it, or b) accepting it and learning to live with it, so that it no longer controls you
So it's not about "fixing yourself" - it's about stopping running from yourself.
How can one approach it?
Not by pushing or over-analyzing. Instead, it begins with becoming more self-aware in everyday life and taking the time to listen within.
The shadow often manifests indirectly, for example:
- in strong reactions to others
- in triggers
- in recurring patterns
- in what we judge
- in what we avoid
And some simple questions we can ask ourselves at the moment we notice a strong or uncomfortable reaction, in ourselves or in our own behavior, can for example be:
- What in this actually belongs to me?
- What does this awaken in me?
- Why now?
- Have I felt this way before?
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If so, when did it start?
- Am I reacting to what is actually happening?
- Or to something older?
- What do I really need – right now?
It’s about:
→ pausing
→ becoming curious instead of judgmental
→ and creating a little distance between you and the reaction
And sometimes it's enough just to notice:
“This is something happening within me – but it's not all of me.”
That's where something begins to change.
How dark can it be?
Here we need to be honest, because shadow work can actually become quite heavy.
Sometimes you encounter:
- old wounds
- repressed memories
- emotions one hasn't had access to
- parts of oneself one is ashamed of
It can feel like:
- confusion
- sorrow
- anger
- emptiness
And sometimes it can even be too much, too fast. Then it's no longer about development. But about the system becoming overloaded.
What do you do then?
First and foremost:
you don't do more – you do less ♥️
→ You may want to read the article "From Chaos to Clarity", which builds on "When inner expansion becomes overload", but is equally relevant to shadow work.
What can be the consequences?
🌿 When it happens at the right pace:
- deeper self-knowledge
- more stability
- less reactivity
- greater acceptance
- clearer boundaries
💔 When it goes too fast:
- increased anxiety
- identity confusion
- feeling of losing one's footing
- isolation
What do you actually gain?
Perhaps the most important thing:
freedom.
When you no longer need to:
- deny parts of yourself
- project onto others
- struggle to be "right"
Then something quiet but powerful happens.
You become more:
- whole
- honest with yourself
- present
Not perfect. But real.
How do you do it – concretely?
You don't need to go deep right away.
You can start here:
1. Notice your reactions:
What triggers you the most often carries information.
2. Write:
Without filters. Not for it to be pretty – it should be true.
3. Stay for a moment:
When something feels uncomfortable – don't leave immediately.
4. Separate then from now:
Many reactions belong to the past, not the present.
Techniques that can help
- journaling (reflective writing)
- body scanning
- therapy (e.g., psychodynamic, trauma-focused, healing)
- somatic presence (body-based work)
- breathing (without forcing)
- mirroring in safe relationships
Spiritual and body-oriented techniques that can support the process
Shadow work does not only have to happen through conversation or analysis. For many, the deepest work takes place in stillness, in the body, and in what cannot always be put into words.
However, it is important here to distinguish between supportive practices and things that accelerate the process too quickly.
What can help – when done gently:
Guided meditations focusing on safety
Not to "travel away", but to land in the body and create contact with what is felt – in small steps.
Sound healing / sound therapy
Vibrations from drums, singing bowls, or natural sounds can help the nervous system regulate itself without you needing to understand everything mentally.
Shamanically inspired work (with proper guidance)
Such as encountering inner images or symbols – but always with a focus on returning, integrating, and landing.
Energy work / healing / hypnosis
Can be experienced as gentle support, but should never replace grounding in reality or bodily presence.
Touch and body-oriented work
Massage, light touch, or holding oneself can be more healing than many "high" experiences.
The important thing is not what you do – but how it feels afterwards.
👉 If you feel more present, calm, and in touch with yourself – then you are on the right track.
👉 If you feel more scattered or distant – then it's too much right now.
What does current research say?
Modern fields such as:
- neuroscience
- trauma research
- attachment theory
show that much of what we call "shadow" today can be understood as:
→ parts of the nervous system that have not been regulated
→ emotions that have not been fully processed
→ strategies we developed to survive
So it's not about something being wrong with you. It's about something once not having a place.
Who can help?
Not everyone.
And this is important.
Look for someone who:
- is stable themselves
- doesn't romanticize the process
- understands the nervous system
- doesn't push you deeper than you are ready for
It could be:
- a therapist
- a coach with trauma expertise
Self-help at the right pace – with gentleness and balance
Development doesn't have to be heavy all the time. It needs to be sustainable.
🌿 Small steps go a long way
- one insight at a time
- one feeling at a time
- one moment of presence
💛 Let it be beautiful too
After you've been in something deep:
- drink a cup of tea
- take a warm shower
- go out in nature
- listen to music
- rest
It's not escape. It's regulation.
✨ Create a safe rhythm
- alternate depth with simplicity
- alternate inner work with everyday life
- alternate seriousness with lightness
☮ Become your own safe place
You can stay.
You can pause.
And you can say: that's enough for today.
A small tip
Shadow work is not about digging up everything. It's about encountering what presents itself – at a pace you can handle.
And perhaps the most important thing of all
You don't need to be complete. You might just want to be truer – to and for yourself ♥️
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